I keep going pt. 1

i came across a song by tpain called "keep going" its really deep & i get emotional when i listen to it, to me it represents the struggle we all go through in our everyday lives. people put us down everyday with no remorse no shame, but no matter what we go through we must endure...we must "keep going". consider it not as a blog but a message to the reader. i challenge you to keep going, no matter what your going through keep going. Dont let them bring you down, you may stumble sometimes close to falling but your only stumbling ur not falling...so keep going...& whatever you persue u will succeed in......i promise you that

the song should be playing now...check it out..listen to it

Time & Love

Love can either lessen or grow.....it never stays the same bcuz if it's not growing...then somethin is wrong.....time doesn't stop so why should L♥ve ya know? Time keeps going in a sense of growing & so should L♥ve......but if it doesn't then wut does that mean? Is it a waste of time? Or is it false emotion now realized?

I wish i had a "S" on my chest

After a good workout a nigga was hungry lol so i went to subway and i was getting out the car, & this lady was on the phone crying telling her boyfriend/husband or ex bf/ hubby she has the right to know where her daughter was and like i felt that i should do something but the reality of it was that i couldn't but i felt guilty of somethin i had no control over, i felt extremely bad i felt it in my stomach & at that time i wish i had a "S" on my chest so I'd be able to relieve her from what she was going thru & reunite her with her daughter...........but the reality of that is..........i couldn't = \...........but i do pray to God that justice will be served and that she gets her daughter back

a song called, I Needed You

There's this song by chris brown, called i needed you and its about his father & how he wasn't around when he was growing up and like i can really really relate to that song like no other and it makes me cry when i hear it..i was going 2 download it but i changed my mind i don't want it on my zune(mp3 player) or my computer.....he was in my life for up 2 wut i can remember 6 or 7 years, then he left....became a drug addict that i found out about a year ago who knows wut he put mah mom thru, i was too young to know but as a kid i often wondered why he was never around but my stuff would come up missing and my dad would say, "I'll get you another one".......i was dumb 2 believe him but i never got my super nintendo back...smh..as much that has happened........i should hate him...but i don't.....God played His part....going 2 church taught me to forgive...but there's still this feeling deep inside me that's like so emotionless towards him.....like i dont care....idk wut it is......& like he calls sometimes & gives me this long ass speech saying "oh, I'm sorry this I'm sorry that, i know where we are now is where we shouldn't be" its the same shit over & over again and it gets old....you kinda late 2 be apologizing mah nigg....but I'm not the bitter type so i forgive him over & over again ......but i guess......i wonder wut I'd be like if he was around...wuld i be a better person? Or wuld i be worse......we'll never know but I'm happy with who i am as a person now & its not gonna change.....1 day he'll read this blog and will know the words i couldn't say....

i was talkin to KB when i was making my blog

VIVA LA KB!! lol ily!